WHEN I START BALLIN', Y'ALL START BALLIN' WITME

nichkhun @ 2010-02-16T18:31:00

2010-02-16T10:35:56Z

school has started, not really excited especially with all the work load.
any kind of work is a load and will always be a burden.

been missing my time online, but i guess i cant forgo rl for the internet.
i wish i really could because there are so many people i miss; viva, acire, nabila, mina, rella, anne, mel, roz and everyone i know :\

then its sad because i've made new friends online but i don't get the chance to bond with them ;A;

and then it's sad when you find out people you are fond of have already left the forest but, i'm a person who will never get tired of waiting.

like just how i am willing to wait for j.

nichkhun @ 2010-01-11T23:26:00

2010-01-11T15:27:12Z

how am i supposed to feel.

i didn't do good.
neither did i do bad.

nichkhun @ 2010-01-10T17:09:00

2010-01-10T09:16:04Z

basically, i just need to rant.
every hour, every minute, every second that passes by brings me closer to the day. D DAY if some would call it.

i'm really afraid, lord knows why. to be honest and fair, i never did study hard enough for this. everything i said i would do, ended up being empty promises that will eventually sabotage my life.

they say you reap what you sow, i clearly understand and stand by this but, the question remains: why, why, why?

why didn't i study hard enough?
why didn't i practice more?
why didn't i listen to everyone around me who warned me not to take this lightly?

come what may, i will embrace it with open arms and make the best of what i have.

why, why, why.

nichkhun @ 2010-01-02T21:32:00

2010-01-02T13:32:59Z

made a new journal.
....... i am so lazy to customize it because i don't want to look for the tut ;;;;;

nichkhun @ 2010-01-01T16:34:00

2010-01-01T08:36:24Z

great, i've got cooking mama 2 now kjvdfvhfv
can't wait, rather hesistant bout playing pokemon because in diamond/pearl/platinum, its basically .... pathetic? idk, them pokemon are so fug now ;~;

yes, i have all 3 versions god knows why.

off to make macaroons.

happy 2010 gaiz

i figured since no one will be on here, i am going to spam dw with senseless entries. yay~

nichkhun @ 2009-12-30T19:56:00

2009-12-30T11:57:47Z

j i'm glad we talk. each time we do so, i appreciate the fact you bother to reply to my crap.

nichkhun @ 2009-11-27T21:18:00

2009-11-27T13:20:51Z

what happened to everyone? D:
if no one's here, i shall rant on my own ;~;

so basically, i'm quite lost about everything in my life.
~~i'm finally afraid of the kind of results i would get, afraid i'd do like crap and obviously if i do well i will not be afraid.~~ I WILL DO WELL.

this is the kind of optimism i have ;D
so the interview is tomorrow, i will not chicken out so i pray they will give me a chance too. my first pay cheque; thats what drives me on djfhsjhdfhjds D FIGHTING!

야야야 성공!!!!!!!!!!!

nichkhun @ 2009-11-25T17:41:00

2009-11-25T09:42:41Z

fuck, i have no idea if i want to go apply for a part time job.
i mean, i want new experiences and all, but i'm really scared.

welcome to my life.
hello, to the souls that still wander around dw(not dongwoon.....)

nichkhun @ 2009-08-31T16:54:00

2009-08-31T08:55:06Z

its so bad there's only one entry in the reading page oh man.
hi all.

nichkhun @ 2009-07-16T19:26:00

2009-07-16T11:27:21Z

i'm wondering if dw'll ever work out :||||

nichkhun @ 2009-06-14T21:23:00

2009-06-14T13:23:28Z

why so quiet....

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2009-05-28T15:27:29Z

i'm at a usual stage in life where i feel bored and hopeless and stupid but that's okay. because i guess we all feel like that at times, unless it's just me, for which i have no valid reasons to feel this way blah blah blah.

i just needed to post more here, i like dw, very small flist, that's nice. but not like my posts aren't naked fffffffffff. anyway, hi everyone, everyone hi, if you're reading this.

..... should i actually permanently move to dw (no....) meh.
/back to iconning

kwon you so cute fvdfojid

nichkhun @ 2009-05-24T14:14:00

2009-05-24T06:15:31Z

....... what do i actually do with this.

nichkhun @ 2009-05-15T19:07:00

2009-05-15T11:09:34Z

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2009-05-10T16:02:38Z

the recommend-a-friend meme

um. idek, please? anyone?